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I ended up escorting Winry to see her kids. She started sobbing as soon as she saw what happened to them... Needless to say, the trip was over pretty quick. The nurse said she wanted to have a word with me, so Winry's grandmother stayed in the room with her. As soon as I stepped out of the room and closed the door, the nurse told me to follow her and we eventually ended up in a room with another few nurses and a couple doctors. They all had grim looks on their faces... *sighs heavily* I was told that their condition was getting worse, and there's almost no chance they'll survive... They explained that if they get worse by later this afternoon, they probably won't make it past the next night or two... I have no idea how to break this to Winry... I'm thinking I'll tell her grandmother first, and maybe she'll have some ideas on how to tell her... Or maybe there's no need to tell her, I'm sure Winry already knows, and understands, but just can't bear the thought of losing her precious kids... Well... I should finish this up, because Winry actually cried herself to sleep a few hours ago, and she'll probably be up any minute...

*takes a deep breath* So Winry just had her babies. They're are extremely small, and must stay in the hospital for a few more days, maybe even weeks. She's extremely beat, and I don't think she can see anyone right now, this morning, but I think she'd be glad to have a few visitors over this afternoon. *smiles* The new room they moved her to has a computer in it, so maybe after she takes a nap, she go on it and can talk to you herself. I'll be in the room with her the entire time, and the room number is 203. Hopefully someone can make it. Other than being tired, as in sleepy tired, she seems to be slightly tired of me hanging around. I think she would just like to see another familiar face...

And I apologize for not letting anyone know immediately, but I thought the best thing was to get her to the hospital first.

Things have been fine lately, but suddenly, in the middle of the night last night, Winry's water broke! I didn't know what to do, so we called an ambulance to have them take her there... *takes a deep breath* Winry's still in labor, so it's not a good thing. It's been really long and hard for her... I really hope the babies make it, it's not close to nine months. All we can do now is hope and pray for Winry and the babies... Thank goodness the hospitals have a computer in the waiting area, otherwise no one else would know about her being in the hospital now in labor... I'll post updates soon!

I'm getting worried about Winry. When she was quiet, at first, I just went along with Russell and guessed it was that she had a talk with Fletcher. She seemed better after a few days, but now she seems just as quiet now. And the other night, I was very sure was crying in her room. I knocked on her door, but them she just got quiet. She must think that I assumed she was sleeping then... I'm getting very concerned about her. I'm worried soon it'll be something like not getting enough sleep, or not eating enough...

    So when I came home from the library last night, Winry was sitting in the living room, just doing nothing. Normally I'm not concerned when I first come home, because she's usually hustling about, doing something to keep her busy, but something seemed different with her. I suggested that she maybe go get some sleep, and when I did ask her, she kind of jumped, like she didn't know I was there to begin with. She seemed really deep in thought.
    And this morning, we just ran to the doctor's office for a quick check-up, and she was still as silent as last night. I wonder if something happened... Well, whatever it was, I can say for sure, that she's really thinking about a lot of stuff, most likely very serious. What she's thinking about, I don't know. I hope she's back to her normal self soon, I'm not used having her so quiet.

Winry says she'll be fine doing all sorts of things by herself, but all the things she insists on doing are things that are too heavy for her, she's running around a lot, or something where she gets very little sleep. -sighs- I'm afraid all of this will have some kind of toll on her kids. She's not exactly used to having two kids in her tummy, so she still goes on as she normally would, which a lot of the time, is very serious. Like, it'd be a big thing to others, like us, but not to her.

I've seriously hit the library. I've looked up as much as I possibly can on pregnancy. Now hopefully I can actually help Winry through her pregnancy, where as I didn't know anything before, and I was sure I wasn't much help than.
I should really talk to Russell. I haven't talked to him much lately.

I took Winry to the doctor this morning. She didn't have the flu, which is great, but she's actually a few months pregnant. When I told the doctor about her all day sickness, not just in mornings, she said it's common too, but it should get better as time goes on. I promised her I would support her as much as she needs it. She seems to accept it, that she'll be a mother, but she's fearful for how people will react to it. Please don't be harsh on her.

I'm still alive Russell and I'm so sorry. Between studying for finals, finishing up projects, and taking care of Winry, things have been tough. It's better now, and now I have more time. *smiles* I can talk to you whenever you want to now.

I'm still so happy! Things have been going so well for me lately. I hope I can  be like this for a long time. This feeling of love and being happy. *smiles and blushes slightly*

Things can happen so suddenly, it's amazing. I'm very happy right now... So much, I can't even describe it with words. It's a wonderful feeling, being in love, though sometimes I can get embarrassed and blush easily. I suppose as long as I'm happy, it shouldn't matter.

I've been busier than normal lately, I almost forgot to update this! Anyway, I'm am concerned for Winry, she doesn't seem like she's herself recently. When I try to ask her about it, she just says it's nothing. Maybe I am over imagining things, but I think something's going on that I may have missed. I should really try to talk to her again, or at least someone.
Other than that, things have been normal, aside from being busier. I hope I can get more time to talk to people, like Russell or Winry soon.

    I'm glad I've gotten over this flu, or whatever bug it was that was going around. It kept me out of the library for a few days. I've recently been helping Russell out whenever he needs it, since he's ill also.
    And since I've gotten better, I've been consulting in Winry for advice. I think it was last week when she gave me some suggestions about how to go about my feelings, and I took them. She's very smart, and I'm very glad I asked her, though I was embarrassed then and am embarrassed now. *turns red for no reason* I-I'm thinking I should go read now, just to distract me from remembering other things we talked about(not that it was bad things.)

Apparently Russell was at the dance earlier, but he was gone when we got there (Winry and I). I feel really bad. Sick too. I'm starting to wonder if someone spiked the punch, because the more I drank it, the worse I felt, but I just thought I was overly tired. Either way, what's done is done, I can't change it now. I think I should go lay down for a while, I'm still feeling sick. I guess my body isn't used to those kind of drinks. Sorry again Russell.

I've been so busy lately. I mean, I've been at the library so much, doing a lot of research for school. Just the other night, I didn't get home until very late. Or early in the morning, which ever makes more sense. I thought Winry went to sleep then, but the lights were still on(she usually only leaves a few lights on for me). So maybe she was somewhere else or maybe she forgot. I was too tired to find out, and I still don't have enough time to ask her about it, not that it's a really big deal at all. Hopefully I can start getting home earlier soon, I'm starting to get really tired being at the library so long.(Not that I don't mind being at the library.)
I think I'm going to go take a quick nap before I go trudge back to the library again.

I've got to get a flu shot soon... Needles aren't exactly my favorite things. I guess it's for the good though, prevention of getting the flu.
On a better note, the double date was really fun. Russell's such a gentleman and he's very smart too. I enjoy running into him at the library from time to time. I'm starting to think that the Tringham's, meaning both Russell and Fletcher, are very good people.
I wish I could help Winry be more focused. Lately she's been a little off. She said she's been thinking about a lot lately. *thinks* I should have a talk with her, just to make sure she's alright. Yes, I think I'll do that after I get back from the library tonight. *smiles*

I'm just about caught up with everything! I'm glad! I really like AH. There are many wonderful people who seem to be very intelligent.
    I met Russell, who is one of those intelligent people, and he is very nice, though he seems to think that I have a boyfriend..... Anyway, I do enjoy hearing about his theories on different subjects. It's all so fascinating!
    Everyone else is all the same. Edward is Edward and Alphonse is Alphonse. *smiles* It's fun to room with Winry, though I really am in the library most of the time. Whenever I am home, she's always there working on Automail and we can just talk about multiple subjects.
    Basically, this first week has been great, so I'm really excited for the rest of the year! I think I'm going to go to the library tonight, as there is not much else to do. *smiles* Not that I mind going to the library.

It's the middle of the school year and I just got here! I'VE MISSED SO MUCH MATERIAL! I'll have to read all the books, which really isn't a problem for me, and then I'll have to do all the work for it. It was a bad time to come this late, but I'm glad I was able to come at all.
As for we're I'll be staying, I don't know for sure yet, but they said I'd be rooming with another girl... By the way, my name is Sheska! Nice to meet you! *smiles*

RPer: I posted this in the AIM section, but for those who want to know, Sheska's AIM is StudentSheska.